The Blessings of Obedience: Due Season Does Come

Ever since I stepped out in obedience to God’s call to walk in my Apostolic assignment and establish the Kingdom Embassy of Atlanta, life has been anything but ordinary.

But my obedience didn’t start instantly. It began after a season of discouragement, confusion, and weakness.

Leaving in Discouragement

I left my church in Detroit feeling spiritually underdeveloped and on the verge of dying inside. God had told me to start Jenine May Ministries, but I didn’t know what that would look like—or how to start a church. I was alone, with no help or support.

I began hosting Bible studies in my home. The Word was powerful, but attendance was sparse. Eventually, I decided to move to Atlanta. Atlanta was my home, and I preferred the climate and environment. What I didn’t realize at the time was that Atlanta needed me—and it needed the Kingdom Embassy of Atlanta.

A False Start

When I arrived, I hosted the first Kingdom Embassy gathering. My family came, and two friends attended. But the small turnout discouraged me. I shut the doors before they were even open.

Like the disciples who returned to fishing after Jesus’ death, I went back to “fishing”—looking for a church to attend. But after visiting about five churches, I couldn’t find what I was searching for.

One church came close, so I filled out a membership form. I was honest and noted that I didn’t believe in tithing as a requirement, but in giving generously as the Lord leads. They never contacted me again.

I eventually found another church and, for a while, enjoyed the people and the pastors. But it still wasn’t what I was looking for. I became restless, unsettled, and unfulfilled.

A Personal Hiatus

I went on a two-month sabbatical from church. During this time, I began soul-searching—asking God what was wrong with the church. I even created a video series addressing issues I felt were harmful to the Body of Christ.

When I finally returned to the church I’d been attending, I still found myself asking, What am I doing here?

It was during prayer and fasting that God spoke clearly:

“You will never find what you are looking for, because what you are looking for is inside of you. I didn’t tell you to go to church. I told you to establish the church!”

Clarity and Obedience

After that, clarity began to flow like never before. I knew my focus had to be outreach and the It Is Written Interactive Bible Study on Wednesdays at 7 PM.

That was my calling. That was my church. And for the first time since my early days at World Changers Church, I felt fulfilled, aligned, and in the will of God.

A New Level of Faith

Around that time, I was invited to speak at the Ain’t No Half Steppin’ with Jesus: Stepping Out on Faith Women’s Conference. In preparation, I joined a 7 AM daily prayer call.

I’ll admit—early mornings were not my norm. Some days I didn’t make it, but those mornings I did, changed me. My days felt more prepared, infused with strength and hope from the Most High. Something shifted.

I could feel it. And so could others. There was more revelation flowing through me, more discernment, more boldness.

Walking in Power

One day, while checking in on my oldest son, I suddenly began prophesying over him with authority. The words and prayers flowed beyond my own understanding. He noticed it too. His spirit was lifted. He was encouraged and empowered.

On another morning prayer call, I wept—overwhelmed by the fire of God, the changes happening in me, and the lives being impacted through my ministry.

Greater discernment. Deeper insight. More confidence in prayer. Clearer dream interpretation. I was—and am—ascending.

The Call to Ascend

The Bible asks,

“Who shall ascend the hill of the Lord? Or who shall stand in His holy place? He who has clean hands and a pure heart.” (Psalm 24:3-4)

Obedience is the key. God’s timing is perfect. My due season has come, and I believe yours can too.

Final Reflection: Sometimes God will allow you to search everywhere, only to bring you back to what He put inside you from the start. The blessing is on the other side of obedience.

Jenine May

Apostle for a stronger Ecclesia.